Enchanting

Incomplete poems from work.

17.04.2010

Somewhere in between

the whole scene

broken mirrors

that's clear enough

high, stoned,

3.05.2010

He's falling for me

And he doesn't know what to do

Cos the harder he falls,

The harder it gets to break away.

He's scared for me

And he doesn't know what to do

Cos the more he protects,

The more I'm likely to get hurt.

He’s good for me

And I don’t know what to do

Cos the closer he comes,

The further I want to go.

June 2010

Talking about it is not gonna make it go away.

But it sorta helped.

i CAN FEEL THE TEARS DRYING UP IN MY EYES AND AND TISSUE PAPER'S NOT AN ISSUE ANYMORE.

01.08.2010

Fall for you

please don’t make me fall for you

just promise me I'll never love you

that you'll always be unattainable and forbidden

so I can just be the tease without the guilt

Free to freeze at any given quilt

Please please don't fall for me

11.08.2010

Birds Migrate, People Migrate, Software Migrates!

Recently, in the Bangalore office there has been a big change

Losing your software is like losing a familiar friend. It’s difficult to change from something we’ve got comfortable with. Even with all its flaws, Microsoft was an enduring companion to us. And now it’s time to... 

23.08.2010

I have Superego problems.

My morality wont let me do things that I would otherwise enjoy.

03.09.2010

I'm so used to not getting what I want, I've made a habit of it now.

I take it for granted sometimes.

Those SOML moments when I settle for less knowing I could never ask for more.

It may seems a little Oliver-Twisty but I really do deserve him

happyness

Maybe i'm jus fooling myself thinking i'd be that happy but I think its worth a shot

But I know I wont run after it cos i'm not made like that

I'm constructed for pain and misery and a lifetime of longing

and it sometimes just feels so inevitable and so ME.

I wouldn't ask for something I know is way out of my reach

I wont get involved in something knowing I don't deserve it

I wont push myself to try any harder to get the best

and yet I give the best to this half life ive been given

and it seems like im powerless and broken

when I know im really happy and its all in my head and upto me to make those decisions

09.11.2010

You know you're an adult when you refuse a free piece of pizza

Easy

I'm waiting for something to make me smile.
I don't mind if it's your auto driver story or the one about the bad haircut
Just make me smile again
I stay at home when I depressed
No one sees me sigh

life gets easy from that point on
Like holding hands and touching knees
what would you make of me?
grow a little taller boy
So I can rest my head on your shoulder
grow a little taller
Her morning Elegance
Not mine

life gets easy after that point

Blind Blogging

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I may have just made the confession of my life
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That's not how you want your 'I love you's faced.

I'm telling you when I smile this way
It's not my fault you know me that well
I'm telling you when I hold you this way
It's not my fault you know just how far to go
I'm telling you when I am this way
It's not my fault you're so far away.

It's a cliffhanger of a moment
And either way it goes you've already taken the leap
It's a cliffhanger of a moment
And either way it goes you've fallen and taken him with you

In a world where there's 'nothing left to lose'
There's hardly anything you could gain
Letting go is a funny way of hoping for the best
When you're giving life the least.