Heartsink

Had my share of heartsink
Don't really care what you think
When I said 'I hate you'
I meant I don't want to love you

The feel of silk on my skin
The first raindrop I drink
The warmth of your hand in mine
Are things that stay on my mind

What would you say to sorry?
Not that I have to worry
When we graduate in black gowns
Would we still be stuck in our frowns?

Years later when you forget
When I am way past regret
If you see me at a bar
Would you throw silence afar?

I would want another chance
To wish away that drunk trance
Would you sit by me and get a drink
Or would you need to double think?

Had my share of heart sink
Don't really care what you think. 

On Fire

I'm in love with a new song
It's called on fire and its about being in love
that all consuming feeling
yes, the one I dont think I can feel anymore
I've seriously started doubting my abilty to love
To feel that stomach wrenching feeling
Even a crush
There have been one or two I've considered as time pass
Three or Four I've blushed at
But no!
"I'm standing on the edge of me
I'm standing on the edge of everything I've never been before"
Thats what it says
"I'm on fire when You're near me
I'm on fire when you speak..
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU FELT LIKE THAT?
Jacob..Joshua..remember that day when he wanted to keep hugging you for no apparent reason :)
The feel of silk on my skin
The first raindrops I drink
The first kiss
The first touch
The first time you knew he would be yours forever
Will I ever....
Dont think
Dont Hope
Dont!
Just Dont!

Makes me Wonder 2oo!

This has been spinning around in my head for quite a while now. It's time to let it spill...
~1~Why is it that in TV shows and movies the after sex scenes always have the girl covered up till the chest and the guy only till the waist? If they're in the same bed sharing the same blanket shouldn't it be equal on both sides? I mean I know the practical reasons for showing off the guys abs and not showing the girls boobs but still makes me wonder...
~2~Would I still love the music I love if the bands had different names? While watching Storytellers tonight I kept thinking what if Coldplay was called Goldplay? would it be the only gold thing I loved? or Wordplay? Would I fight ppl who called them corny?
Or just think of Emerald Marmalade instead of Pearl Jam
Red Night for Green Day
Or what if The Beatles were The Cockroaches
Maybe Jim Morrison is part of The Windows
Purple Cold Sugar Cubes...lol!
How bout some Spears and Daffodils??
*shakes head rigorously*
That won't work!!
What's in a name?
EVERYTHING!

Keep Watching

Other videos I like:
~OK GO-Here we Go Again-the six treadmills and the four beautifully choreographed singers..i can watch it over and over again..the tune is pretty good too:)
~Foo Fighters-The Pretender and Best Of You-Where should I start? Dave Grohls hair? he he...
I love every second of each of these videos.
~HUH!! I just found out that someone is plagiarizing my Fav videos section on Orkut! even the little thing u write on the side! And she thought she could get away with it!!
~Ok I do like the videos I have there..especially Bad Day and That Bon Jovi one :)
~Switchfoot-We Are One Tonight-Amazing!! The transitions between scenes are just amazing..

Note: The little girl with the violin in the "There She Goes" video is adorable
I don't understand why the kissers have to be there in the "Beautiful Day" video
especially on the line "See China right in front of you"..that makes absolutely no sense!! And the first time the airplane went over his head I was like "wow" but by the third time or so it gets kinda boring.

November Rain

I have a new favourite video..november rain..a bunch of drunk guys smoking weed, a b’ful wedding and an even more beautiful funeral..I like the way the roses lose colour in the rain..returning to their original whiteness…I like the way the little flower girl walks in, I like the little boy who first notices the rain..I like the way the old couple dances..I think the wedding dress should have been longer and the way she looks out of the car when she gets in..sad smile..
The guitaring outside the church is phenomenal..
The beginning takes so long you feel the song is never going to start…you’re waiting with the first line on your lips and he goes on and on and on..and then finally the drums, the flute and he starts…”When I look into your eyes…
And half way thru u think u’ve found the best lyrics ever written…. “Sometimes I need some time
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone”

And it fits..its ur favourite song and you remember that valentines day in the computer lab..

I like the funeral scene..I really like it..everyone sobers down..dyu notice how they bring umbrellas this time?
And then its all a dream..just a dream…
But the roses are the best..I hate roses..but I think I’ve started to change my mind..white roses are OK.
“Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one”
Its ironical the way it ends..now that she’s dead he needs someone..he’s spent the whole song saying he wants to be alone and now he needs her..sigh..rockstars…

Nice

It would be nice if I could be witty
It would be nice if I could be nice
It would be nice if love was free

Everybody's too busy being themselves
Too busy pretending they aren't pretending
Pretending they are real
Pretending easter is important

It would be nice if there was only one God
It would be nice to know heaven for sure
It would be nice.